Death has come to town

And by death I mean Lady Gaga. I'm glad I got over that phase, she just get's weirder and weirder as the seconds drift away. What has this world come to?!

On another note, I'm off pretty much all week and I don't know what to do with myself. Already today I was bored out of my mind and this rain doesn't help either. I'm looking forward to the weekend, it should be extremely hot and sunny!! FINALLY!

Tomorrow I have an optometrist appointment that I'm not looking forward to. Eye doctors have always scared me. This will most likely not be a pleasant appointment and I'm hoping it will go by quickly. wish me luck!

ps I changed my layout and background! I'm not sure if I like it just yet. Be prepared for more changes to come!

Jessie's Girl

....I wish that I had Jessie's girl!!

This has been stuck in my head all day.

I feel so drained right now I might even fall asleep mid typing.

I really need to stop going to bed uber late and waking up ridiculously early.

It's really taking a toll on my body.

Sparks

Every time I see that face it all comes rushing back.

The smile that never ceases to warm my heart.

The eyes that glimmer and with one look send sparks through my veins.

The core of my body feeling the weight crushing it in a matter of seconds.

It can't be possible and yet it seems to be

nothing really to do but sleep as the sparks are subdued in my dreams.

you've got the love I need..

I have been reminded of my blog; once again I've failed to write everyday/take a photo/continue my bucket list. What else is new. I'm official done school; I've been done since April 20th and I haven't blogged. C'est la vie. So, updates are needed.

Well I've switched programs and I am officially accepted into Kindergarten/Elementary Education we'll see how this year goes. I'm planning on finding a new job starting tomorrow. I'm looking for a daycare job for the summer so hopefully that will work out God willing. I'm also working on being less pessimistic :)

So today it was snowing, which really shouldn't be too shocking considering. But yes as annoying as that was it was pretty from inside and not while i was walking home and the wind was hitting the snow onto my face.

Totally off topic but I had this thought. Sometimes I wonder, do the people you miss miss you back? It's been on my mind today, I just wonder if they miss me as much as I miss them and if I ever cross their mind.. do they ever have the urge to just pick up the phone and call me? Because I get those urges sometimes and they cross my mind. It's interesting trying to think of what people are thinking. Although, I'm sure I wouldn't want to know what most people are thinking. But yes, once in a while that thought crosses my mind.

I always think of random things at really random hours too might I add. And these thoughts can be nothing important in particular. I wonder if other people have random thoughts such as mine.....

^^My nonno loves this ^^

Oh My

I have once again neglected you blog. School is really taking over my life, which sucks. But fear not I AM DONE!!!! well done with classes and essays that is. I have two more finals and then I shall be officially done for the summer (not counting summer school of course). So because school has taken over I haven't even had time to take photos :(

I'm not sure what I have taken. Some days I take other days I don't so once again this post will have multiple photos. So let's begin:

Easter Cookies

This photo was meant for S, Yvon of the Yukonnn!

Cute little flowers that we bought for my grandparents:

more of the flowers:

falling behind

Je m'excuse!! I haven't posted in forever once again. But I have taken photos! so I'll just be posting them all here right now:

This is was a stovetop looks like disassembled:

I looked so studious at Tim Hortons finishing off my religion and the environment paper:

O bought the cutest cookie ever at second cup, even though it apparently tasted bad:

Old port hearts from yesterday afternoon (beautiful day: 26 degree weather):

Same day as the photo above but I couldn't decide which one to post:

This one was taken early morning today; N's green tea forming some sort of flower in the cup:

Life.

Good news: my assignment that was due Monday has now been postponed to April 12th! I feel so relieved although at the same time I'm still utterly stressed because I have yet to finish this religion paper. I'm currently on page 5 of 8 and I am slowly slowly running out of things to say. I really could have written this whole essay in one page but unfortunately cannot do so. At the moment I am procrastinating as usual; I really would like to write 6 pages before heading to bed but it is already 12:05am and I cannot will myself to add anything else. At the same time I really don't want to be doing this tomorrow all night and having to wake up at 6:30am the next day. First step I should take is getting off the internet and continuing. Wish me luck.

PS. I have not taken any photos since the last day's post :( I am truly sorry and must take some starting tomorrow.

xo

2years

I'm having a quarter life crisis. The kind you get when you realize you're halfway through a program you have no interest in yet are scared to switch into another program for fear of really not liking it or fear of having to switch back into the original program. I'm sure there's a name for that. Note to self: Check list of phobias.

I could write on my blog for days on end and never get bored yet I have 3 papers due for next monday and tuesday and I have yet to start any of them. I might just throw myself out my window before completing any of them.

But before that I should probably head to bed, I have a date tomorrow morning with the library. I plan on writing my religion paper all tomorrow and I don't plan on doing anything till it's completed or at least until i have 6 pages. Pray for me people, I don't think I'll be able to get through this but I desperately need to. And I need to see advising next tuesday as well.

Anywho, I took photos but I have yet to upload them so I will be adding them to these blogs soon.

xo, srhcllr

This one was taken on my way home. Lone cloud in the bright blue sky.

Jai Ho!

I think I'll be researching Jainism and the effect this religion has on nature (ie:plants and animals)

Must start researching I cannot procrastinate any longer.

Today was a bad day, weather-wise.

Hence my photo of the day. Raindrops frozen on the tree branches.

note: I decided on advaita vedanta and water pollution/conservation

Skipping

I skipped class today because I was really not bothered to sit there for 3 hours talking about nothing. I decided that I'd come home and be productive. I was at first...

Before work I read the Uglies, which needs to be finished by Monday along with the assignment that goes with it. After work I went to the pharmacy to pick up Blistex and I decided to buy some bronzer and lipgloss since i ran out of both. When I got home I ate dinner and decided to do some homework after. That's where the problem lies. I still haven't started. But I will at 8:10 to be exact. Pretty much once I finish writing this blog.

I made a list of everything I need to do till April 20th. There's a lot, and barely any time. I don't help myself either by always procrastinating. Which is why I'm trying my best not to. I will pick a topic for my research paper and finish doing the readings for my class after I post this.

Hello spinning room.